You've made a conscientious decision to cheat on your current boyfriend with someone from a previous relationship, which happens to be your ex-boyfriend. Although you can't help but feel horrible, it shouldn't have happened in the first place. At this point, tell your boyfriend the truth, because he deserves to know.
What does it mean when you love your partner but you can't stop hooking up with your ex? And why does getting ghosted seem to make
Early in our relationship my ex kept trying to come back into my life. I let him. My current boyfriend is aware that I've cheated. I've broken his